Grieves

Sunny Side of Hell
Sunny, Yesterday my life as filled with rain/Sunny, Yesterday my life as filled with rain/Sunny, you smiled at me and really eased the pain/Now the dark days are gone and the bright days are here and my sunny side shines/Come on man, not your same old shit/I've been living steady wobbling on the edge/Chasing life around in circles trying to decompress my head/I feel it get intense, choose to break my bread and spread it around/Take my every single thought into this pen and jot it down/Cause it's the truth to me, you should see it's all that ever helped/Held my shattered world together when I knocked it off the shelf into the blackness/Tripping over broken hearts and homes and getting close enough to turn that kid inside of me to stone/And I'll admit it, cause I was never taught to give it up/Sailed an ocean full of drug addicted misencouraged blood without a paddle/It took a lot of faith to fight my battles and tackle a couple of habits I never thought that I'd have to/But I did, bottled the water under the bridge and toss another written page of my history to the wind/When it blows, cause all of this disaster has lead me home and left a lot of room for me to learn and grow/Yeah you are not alone/Grab hold of yourself, I know what it's like to get blown away/I know you, that you've done your dirt and you've dug your graves and it feels like it won't be saved/I say grab hold yourself and face those days when you feel like it always rains/I've seen the sunny side of hell, that which I never thought I'd find for myself/Never thought I'd find for myself/Not your same old song/SongtexteI've been writing on a mirror with a razor blade/And chased away the devil in my brain that played me like a spade/Cause day to day, painted jaded faith issues a shade of gray/And cowered, hid behind emotion just to play it safe/A pawn, slowly turning victim to my wrongs/I had to wake up all alone to finally figure out my wants/In the house of haunted love the past will keep me warned and explain me/Even if you're listening through the storm/I found a purpose and if you heard this then sit down/Pick it's brain until it opens up and redirects the sound/The conductor, frozen thunder rumbling through the ground/With a perfect little twist of that suit of armor and crown/You created, built for denying it/Hiding the cuts and bruises due to the self-inflicted bone crushing anxiety/I'm with you, so understand that all of this within you/Has chiseled you a flower out of stone/Yeah you are not alone/Grab hold of yourself, I know what it's like to get blown away/I know you, that you've done your dirt and you've dug your graves and it feels like it won't be saved/I say grab hold yourself and face those days when you feel like it always rains/I've seen the sunny side of hell, that which I never thought I'd find for myself/Never thought I'd find for myself/No you are not alone (x8)Grab hold of yourself, I know what it's like to get blown away/I know you, that you've done your dirt and you've dug your graves and it feels like it won't be saved/I say grab hold yourself and face those days when you feel like it always rains/I've seen the sunny side of hell, that which I never thought I'd find for myself/Never thought I'd find for myself/ Aus Songtexte Mania