Grieves

Growing Pains
I take a breath and breathe it out/Life has been a bitch holding onto me, I'm always freaking out/I don't play well with others, I panic in the crowd, and I'm quick to fall in love that's why I'm always on the ground/So pick it up, pop the umbrella over my problems and understand I'll never be a man until I solve them/And sometimes I wish that I could go back home, yeah crawl into my childhood dreams and be alone/And that would be everything - just another boy left with nothing /An object of security slowly losing its stuffing/The Sumter Square slum king, looking for another motherfucking chance to re-break the broken in is something/And that's the part I'm never going to get, growing up is more than just a mind state and owning all your debts/Blowing out the breath I don't feel so tall, so tell me how am I supposed to reach anything, anything at all/Anything at all/Tell me how, Can I grow to see the change in my life, I wanted, to overcome the battle inside, what is owed to anxiety's hold is there a better way to figure it out?/ I sweep it all under the rug/Cover up the loss found inside of me and wash it down with blood/I was born with an option and taught to swim a flood/But the older I become I start to humor giving up/So pick it up, listen to all of the words in my head, and understand I'll have a shaky hand until they're said/And I don't know if I can get my mind-state back, but I would travel to the end just to feel that grasp/And that would be everything, speak it through the can on the line, and prophesize the future from the twinkle in my eye/I could wrinkle up and die in the room where the dreams started talking to me constantly and dancing through the sky/ I'm alive, but growing up has proved to be a task, and left a couple daydreams broken down and smashed/Looking through the glass I don't feel so tall/So tell me how am I supposed to reach anything, anything at all/Anything at allTell me how, Can I grow to see the change in my life, I wanted, to overcome the battle inside, what is owed to anxiety's hold is there a better way to figure it out? Aus Songtexte Mania