Random a.k.a. Mega Ran

On That Day Five Years Ago
You ever wish you never were born?Thinking you can't the weather the stormThat's exactly where I resideI don't wanna commit homicideEverything I thought was the truth was all just a lieA product of my prideAnd If I don't achieve what nobody believes I can achieve then we all gonna dieEither outcome is horrible of courseBut if we both go it's par for the courseI think about the slums where I'm from, folks are out there fighting over crumbs,And I can't do a thing to assist it, the gist is, it's broke, i can't fix itI struggled to find the truthAnd the more I know I'm even more confusedTraveled the world and back and still I know no one who could walk in my shoes,I'm searching for who I think is the enemy, but every day he reminds me more of meSo to anyone I ever did wrong,I wish you well and pray you live longAs for me, my choice was made, way back in the day, so that's why I sayEver wish you didn't have to wake up?lay in bed, eyelids could stay shutThat's exactly how i'm feeling nowbut i know i can't cause that's not my styleEverything I shoved in the closet is now falling outSongtexteand making a big pileAnd If I don't believe that i can achieve the impossible i need to sit down.Either outcome would be a let downgot to dig deep, find self respect nowI think about the past and what i did to methose who passed on who now live through meI hesitated to take action,and living like a coward ain't crackingthe more I know I get more frustratedgot to press on cause we must make itsearching for who I think is my true friendstrying my best to tie these loose endsSo to anyone I ever lovedsometimes you gotta go through hell to reach heaven abovefor all of the times I didn't listenand all the friends I lost, i miss them,the only medicine for suffering, crime and the woes of mankind is wisdomheard a man say the mind is a prison,possessed on a quest trying to find religiontoo much heartachelead em to the water but cant make em partake808s autotune and heartbreakheart race like its in a car chasefeeling like biggie on midnight of March 8top of the world till you staring in God's face Aus Songtexte Mania