Defeater

But Breathing
Unwanted but breathing in the next room sleepin my mother she's cryin and my fathers been drinkin in a run down apartment where the roof is a leakin he's cursin and cursin its just the whiskey talkin and i got lots of memories like this one oh empty days and nights spent tired and lonesome when i think back to all of it its all too much oh its all too much when you're just a little kid my little brother just a newborn baby and a image of my mother says he's a blessing but not to my father oh how he hates him an undeserving mistake he calls him a burden and i got lots of memories like this one of pickin sides and pickin fights between them and when i think back to all of it well its all too much well its all too much when you're just a little kid when i wake up in the morning Songtexteit all feels like a bad dream one that follows you and haunts you endlessly yeah it haunts me endlessly well i'm broken and beatin from abuse and the cheatin the addiction and the lyin and the promise of leavin my old man was a bastard i admired and loved him and us two kids we were born in to a family not a fortune (Thanks to Matthew Johnston for these lyrics) Aus Songtexte Mania