Apostate

Numbers are Going Down
The days keep flashing, Depriving me of a chance to catch a break,To catch my breath, I never wished for itTo be like this, I never wantedI never wanted to have to run my life downI always thought that I was in controlBut time keeps playing jokes on meMy peace is a fading delusionEscaping my whole life This is another corner of the same roomI traded the ones who cared about meOn a mirage of a life,A tiny world, that I called my own,Where it was so easy to make a difference (x2)To feel like I meant something moreThan always scared and running antNow I beg for the last embraceCause there is only one way outI always kept wearing thin whenSongtexteYou begged me to pull throughI just kept wearing thin whenYou begged me to pull throughAnd now there is only one way outThis light is fading,I never knew it was so nearI breath my last spark outDeny to shine one last time Aus Songtexte Mania