Input & Dope Fiction

Fall Apart
Connect the dots and tell me what appearsHopefully it's not as traumatising to my peersPleasantly suprised with my life at twenty fiveIt's a category similar to heaven in the skiesBut I've never been a spiritual believerI've created all the things i've known to be believableDon't accomodate your feelings for a minuteI am who I am 'cause I'm knee-deep in itLaughing at the nonchalant acting like they're walking onAngels wings fiendish for an oxycontin holocaustAnd it's so hard to make this all countWhen you overdraft because your reality checked bouncedWhen I recognise destruction in the mirrorI wipe the mist away just to see myself clearerAnd I'm no longer taken back by this reflection You re-created positivity inside my retinasI cannot allow you to let me fall apart, fall apartThe line in the sand has been instituted clearlyFighting the demand to supply what you were hearingMore or less the cigarette butt of all your jokesI woke up with my hands were caught inside your spokesThe blood wasn't anything I've never seenAs it was rushed away by rain inside the weathered dreamI felt the oxygen accompany the motionsSongtexteOf one breath in one breath towards expulsionExploding on the scene was not so difficultIt's hard to stay on top [??] so so criticalAnd if I start to crumble you can grab the glueAnd piece me back together to resemble something newI can live with knowing that by following the starsIt's easier to fade away while swallowing the scarsThe key to success is simply finding dedicationAnd understanding how to separate the hesitationsI cannot allow you to let me fall apart, fall apartCloud coloured camouflage, hiding from the sunWriting to my better half to let her know I'm doneAnalysing adolescence, studying maturityAgonising, learing lessons, understanding certaintyI'm only stronger than my last drink's proofI'll only conquer what I let leak throughThe wall was built for a handful of reasonsMainly to deter me from jumping in the deep endIf I knew that I could swim a little betterI'd never have a problem with the flood warning weatherStepping to the plate to evaluate the rubbleI can only focus on myself absorbed troublesThe day has come to build a better foundationA reinterpretation of my mind's imaginationFrom here on i'll put my best foot forwardWithout the complications just to restore the orderI cannot allow you to let me fall apart Aus Songtexte Mania