Obscurant

Dead calm surface
Each day comes empty,and leaves with a small piece of me.Always weaker to resist,the force that pulls me under.I have forgotten the colors,that were supposed to come for me.This life is a cage,designed to make me insane.I have no air,below this dead calm surface.The will to life is drifting away.My thoughts are lead,can't reach the dead calm surface.Dreams are drowning in pain.When I let it all go,no tears fall from my eyes,I leave my last pages white,with some kind of delight. Aus Songtexte Mania