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I swear to god that sometimes I feel my life is going blahFrom the women I wake up toTo the substance in my rhymesAnd i've abused the truth by telling myself everythings fineWith all that negativity im ignoring, steadily climbed And undescribedBut hell I know that im not perfectGod knows I cant keep a girlfriend'Cause all of my problems surfaceThey feel I dont deserve 'em'Cause their friends say that im worthlessUnappropriately portrayed in my wordsAnd what about my musicHaven't been making it latelyThe way that I view haven't been positiveMissing the fact that it's human to get confusedI bleed and bruise like all the rest of youBut verbalize my bloo inhale the punches love has thrown at meAnd breathe it out my lungs like..And this all has been a messI replaced the things I love and ripped my heart out of my chest like..And im not so concerned with whyI'm just here to count the minutes till tomorrows sun can riseListen..SongtexteHow many times do you have to wake up to stop dreamingAnd I wrap my love notes in dust but never read 'emMany times I just try to give up to stop leaving youI have my heart broke and bustedMost of its been crushed but I blame it on myself'Cause in the morning I dont see the right reflectionThat foggy mirror after my shower, I see rejectionAnd im not saying im depressedSeems to be a common theme todayThese children try to hate themselvesBut dont know why they feel that wayI got a real path paved and its been crazyIn a month i almost had the clap and possibly a babyRelocated places credit companies chasin meAnd new age taking on in it's efficient pile of changesAnd I hate it 'cause its all so uncontrollableLosing myself inside this broken emotion of no one knowsWhat's the point of ever falling in loveI find it's more about the pain than it ever was about trustFind its more about breaking chains and being confound there that it rustsFound that love is just a test to most of us who've given upBut if you think of it logistically Then love is open eye'Cause its everywhere you look And its in every scar you hideHow many times do you have to wake up to stop dreamingAnd I wrap my love notes in dust but never read 'emMany times I just try to give up to stop leaving youI have my heart broke and bustedMost of its been crushed but I blame it on myself Aus Songtexte Mania