Lizards Have Personalities

Snows of Kilimanjaro
i've been drawing interstates over veinscause all i want to do is get away from this placebut i can't find the strength in these legsto rid myself of this hell that i've madeso what am i waiting for?i know i don't deserve to be alonebut i've convinced myself otherwise my entire lifeand now nothingness is my only homeall i've done for days is read Frost and Hemingwayand think about the way you'd breathe down the back of my neckand all these fucking nights run togetherthis is not my life, it's a nightmarei don't expect to make it out alivebut there's no sin worse than beingslaughtering myself by begging for lovei need to keep from destroying medo beating hearts mean we're aliveand bleeding wounds mean we're aware?because i know in the endwhen my corpse is undergroundthis will all be forgotten Aus Songtexte Mania