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The Art of Self-Sabotage
And when I'm happy at last is when I bring up the pastMemories so long forgot or so I thought but now they're notFeels odd to say it but I don't really have a lot to hide 'cept IHave perfected the art of self sabotageAnd I am so scared this time of ruining myNew start, my new heartAnd when I find stable ground is when I start to back downAnd then that one backward step becomes a fall to the groundNow all my hard works worth what? With all the progress I've lostNot proud to say it but IHave perfected the art of self sabotageAnd I am so scared this time of ruining myNew start, my new heartI tried life once I failed, I tried it twice as wellI gave it everything, god knows how I'm still standingThe bastard child of love or at least something borne thereofHave perfected the art of self sabotageAnd I am so scared this time of ruining myNew start, my new heart Aus Songtexte Mania