Cryptic Messages

If I Fight
This morning I woke.With a bang and a boom.I fell out of bed.And I grabbed my boots.I went to a room.And I grabbed a gun.I took a deep breath,And started to run.It all seemed so fine.Everyone was there.Then I saw my best friend.With blood in his hair.My cheeks were wet.And I clenched up my fists.I heard another bang.And something got hit.All around me, buildings were falling.Soldiers were dying, and bombs were flying.A bloody mess, take my last breath.I'll survive it, if I fight it.I got a new medal.SongtexteTo send to a girl.It says that her man.Was suddenly killed.I barely knew him.Peter Gray, I think.This isn't OK.I want this to end.I want to go home.I love my wife.And if I'm dead.It would end her life.I've got a kid.She's only so young.Trust me, it's cute.When she pokes out her tongue.But all around me, buildings were falling.Soldiers were dying, and bombs were flying.A bloody mess, take my last breath.I'll survive it, if I fight it.A few more years.And I will be fine.I'll kill many men.Just to survive.That doesn't make this all right.This morning I woke.With a bang and a boom.But, now I'm glad.That I'll be home soon Aus Songtexte Mania