Victory Shoes

Starting Again Again
i've spent the past few months on pausedon't be alarmed, it's nothing more than something wrongthis nosey lady asked me why i failedi said, actually, i never failedi said lady, listen to medon't pretend to get it, don't act like you seedon't pretend to understand, i know you don'tand don't tell me you'll help me, i know you won'ti said mom, i am sick of thisi'm tired of the lying, failing, crying shiti am tired of the friends i have in my headand i am tired of the way i use my bedi said sir, you are a coward. i hate youi'm tired of these walls, ill put my foot throughyou're but a boy, a cheating coward and a liarand i am tired of the obedience you buy herwhen i close my eyes the world is lovelyuntil i remember she doesn't love meand i when close my eyes the world is peacefulbut i dont sleep enough to escape this deep holeand i'm tiredi am tiredi am tiredi am tiredand i'm starting again Aus Songtexte Mania