Bayonet
Nightmare
Is this depressionWho loves attentionWhen I'm knocked downI don't get the chance to liveIs this karmaOr it payback?Hope is I know will cure me'Cause I just want to know myselfI just want to love myselfLooking back, I would fadeIt was something to blind me fromThe emptiness and painSo what's the point to all this mess?When a face worth shavingIs worth a soul worth savingI give it all to keep distanceFrom my lover scorn my fatherYou know what it made meI'll never be set freeA little bit of guiltinessWith the person you lay in bed withSongtexteAll their secrets really feel patheticIt takes a lot to feel this closeIf I had, If I had, If I hadIf I had a choiceEverybody wants to believeThat their life really is filled with meaning(When will I be free?)I wish I could, wish I could say everythingThat I feel, without judgingCruel world in my eyes'Cause then I just might disguiseSpeak with honestySet my own heart freeIt's just like I said beforeIs it worth even keeping score?'Cause everything that I ever did was a mistake!I really wish that I was better than thisI still want something that I probably won't getIt doesn't matter who you are at the startIt matters who you are when everything falls apartI live my life like I'm going to hellSo when I get there I won't fell like I failedFrom the highs, through the liesAt least I know what you're doingA simple point, a simple fateBut I can't keep my hopes with me
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