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i should of known that this wouldnt work out, the first time you hurt meit was only just a couple weeks from when we started datingyou thought that you were so cool, to inhale that gas through the ragand when you started to trip out, i was no where to be foundi told you not to do that, but you didnt give a fuck what i thoughtand from that the moment i should of knew you would repeatedly get caughtnothing compares to what happened 5 months later6 month anniversary i accidentally stumbled on a messageit was not too me yet is was oh so revealingthe worst part was you called him babe, and i thought that was my nameyou broke my heart for the first time, that nightand even after that horrible act, i still took you back.you promised you would never break it, ever again.but you knew that you couldnt keep that promisethe only reason that i took you back, was i thought you would changeand thats the only reason that i put up with all of these thingsand now i question if it was worth it, the good and bad memoriesmake me feel so confused but i need to remember all the horrible thingsbecause its the only way i will get past youwhen i am with you i am reminded how much anger i have towards youthats why we always fight its because all this is stuck in my headand i wish i could just forget all this but its not easy when you lived itwith each day that passes, i am getting closer to that pointSongtextebut till that day i wish i could just get away from these feelingsthey eat me even when im not with you i think about all of thisand how fucked up it was that i even had to go through itso now ill wait here till forever hoping to move on.and every time i see you i will think of this songso it will remind me of all the things you did so wrongmake me realize how much better off that i am Aus Songtexte Mania