Truth Himself

Blackout
I'm not always like this, it's something I've becomeA terrible weakness in my nature, in my bloodI wasn't always sick she saidI wasn't sick in the headTill a man took my dignity with his dick insteadI used to trust people, love peopleUsed to go nuts, people call me crazyFrom the B with but latelyIt's like I cant trust my friendsOr men in generalMedical experts told me to just let it goBut put yourself in my situationSkip degrading its not like I strip for temptationI wish I didn't drink that nightI thought he was Mr Right when I kissed his lips tightMy head hurt, fuck men are jerksI wish he would have took it out when I said it hurtI wish a lot would have changed that nightWish I'd stayed out of sightWish he'd never paid for the spriteThat I mixed with the vodkaShot after shotCause I'd never guess after 12 that ICouldn't stop him from topping meSongtexteDomino motion jump starts when we touchThe blackout approachingHere it comes nowWish me luckI didn't even know who he wasA friend of a friend of a friend that doesHe was on drugs apparentlyI could tell by how he starred at meHis pupils glared at meThe black was so scaryHe haunts my nightmaresThe blues was right thereI wish I would have pushed himBut the booze was like yeahI love this, I love youDo what you please to me, I'm one with youUntil it hit me the situations riskyHe kissed me than frisked meGet off of my quicklyI tried to scream He denied me to breatheSo I smacked him with my pack of cigarettes crying pleaseGet off of me, stop haunting meThen I screamed where the fuck is the condomSee that's when number 13 snappedAnd the blackout happened to fast to reactDomino motion jump starts when we touchThe blackout approachingHere it comes nowWish me luckI awoke back at home but who droveThen my phone said 8 missed calls from unknownThen the sickness cameAnd the night came back and played outMemories hit me, I remembered himWait now what if this sickness is morning sicknessWait it couldn't come this quick could itMaybe I'm mixed upI'm hoping its not a kidI'll head to the doctor thenI'll let him examine itI'm never drinking againDomino motion jump starts when we touchThe blackout approachingHere it comes nowWish me luckDomino motion jump starts when we touchThe blackout approachingHere it comes nowWish me luck Aus Songtexte Mania