Mercury City

I've Freaked Out
My brain is too busyTo help me to feel healthyI'm anxious like I've never been beforeMy body is shakingMy body is crackingI am lying on the floorOne step, two step, I'm trying so hardI want to change who I used to beBut drugs are around meI'm sorry but I've freaked outMy body said, "Sold out"I take drugs over the oddsMoney is my godMy body is cryingMy heart is bleedingOutside, it's rainingAnd the bells are ringing'Cause tonight, I have a meetingWhere nobody will be speakingAbout what's boringI'm still searching, I'm still learningSongtexteWhy I'm here, I wish God would find meOne step, two step, I'm trying so hardI want to change who I used to beBut drugs are around meI'm sorry but I've freaked outMy body said, "Sold out"I take drugs over the oddsMoney is my godBut I'm lucky'Cause I have a loverShe's the sunshine for me, she's a sweet melodyShe's an open mind; I'd be a fool to let her downWhen I hate myself and I wanna die, she keeps me aliveOne step, two step, I'm trying so hardI want to change who I used to beBut drugs are around meI'm sorry but I've freaked outMy body said, "Sold out"I take drugs over the oddsMoney is my godOhh, God is hereI'm sorry but I have to stop this conversation Aus Songtexte Mania