Jeffrey Lewis

Anxiety Attack
I lay down every night And I can't get no rest'Cause it starts spinning in my brainAnd then it's pounding in my chestWhat if I've wasted all my youth?What if I've wasted growing up?What if I wasted my whole life?Oh man, I feel like throwing upIt's an anxiety attackAn anxiety attackI've got a bad case of the horrorsAnd at night it comes back'Cause first I look back at my weekAnd then I look back at my yearAnd then I'm terrified to speakAnd then I'm paralyzed with fearAnd I'm tossing and I'm turningAnd I'm going 'round the bendAnd all I see are all my failingsDownward spirals without endAnd I see horror in the futureAnd I see horror in the pastAnd it's 4am and 5am, 6am at lastSongtexte'Cause what if I never feel grown upAnd die in a car accident?And what if I go crazyAnd what if this time it's permanent?And what if I go brokeAnd have to move back with my parents?And then what if I get cancerAnd I ain't got no insurance?All my days are moving fasterAnd it's making me feel dizzyHow come I get nothing doneBut always feel so busy?And I used to feel so smartYou know, I used to feel so strongBut this just can't be how to liveI must be doing something wrongBecause everything I might doFeels like something else I can'tAnd then another day is goneAnd I just don't know where it wentI try not to hang out too muchTry not to watch too much televisionBut still everything I doJust seems to be the wrong decisionAnd I lay down every nightBut still I can't get no rest'Cause it starts spinning in my brainAnd then it's pounding in my chestIt's an anxiety attackAn anxiety attackI've got a bad case of the horrorsAnd at night it comes back Aus Songtexte Mania