Doorbell Songtext

I just close my eyes
I don't have no friends
The struggle to survive
I just need to be alone
I just need to be alone
I just need to be alone
I just need to breathe for once

You had me, but I know you still love me
They make something so pretty seem ugly
Why you gotta make it seem like what it's not?
Grow apart, I grow away and then just run
People keep ringing the doorbell, I just keep it locked
I put myself up for sale and give them what they bought
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Even though I can't be with you, I just know that I wanted it too
I wanted it too, I wanted it too
I wanted it too, I wanted it too
I wanted it too, I wanted it too
I wanted it too, I wanted it too
You hate me but I hope you're all well
People king ringin' my doorbell
I'm down bad, at least my core's well
What will happen? I can't foretell

Little paradise
I just close my eyes
I don't have to fight
The struggle to survive
I just need to be alone
I just need to be alone
I just need to be alone
I just need to breathe for once