Deep Thoughts Over An Empty Bottle Songtext

My sincerest wishes that all of your successes leave you with nothing
Fuck you for leaving me like this, a cry for help falls upon deaf ears
I never thought that I'd be singing this song
I thought you'd turn out different but I was so fucking wrong

Hatred fills my aching head, talking myself off the ledge
Loving and losing always go hand in hand

Please tell me you remember my name
Have I run through your mind one time since I've been withering and rotting?