Composure Songtext
Leave me to wander in search of
Where I came from, where I was going
No sense of normalcy in this hole
Deeper than I ever imagined
Nothing down here to keep me warm
The clothes on my back are soaking through
And now my hands are bound by my own insecurities
I still can't stay warm
Now fading alone
Confinement in this enormity
Behind me lie a million reasons why I need to end this slide
Before the skin is torn on the way down
Paralyzed by mistakes
Turned shamelessly towards a tempting way
Blurring the perception
Or maybe I was mislead by the hopes of what we could've been
Could we reach another place from here
To help me become something
You'll show me out of here to someone who's long been lost
Someone forgotten
Please show me out of here
Composure in this situation seems to be out of question
Could've made an error again if I looked hard enough
It's bound to come back to me
So I sit and think, endlessly it seems
And my senses reveal the truth, pushing me back where I belong
Now can you make me help myself
Hope in these times seems lost within a lonely place
So why take away this moment now
Finding hope in what was meant to be
The reason you can't seem to understand
That you may never really see me through
Is that the story's always so one-sided
Push myself beyond the trouble spots
To execute the plan I have for us
Show me all the ways it used to be
Someone forgotten
Please show me out of here