Beloved Bygone Songtext

The rain inside my head becomes an ocean And it's dying to come out But I can't shed no tears: blank emotion, just floating around From chair to bed but i can's asleep, you're not here I take a sword to fight the fear over you Can not think, can not drink, can not weep, can not sleep Can't believe what those liars are telling me, that you died all alone with your hand near the phone, that you didn't get an answer 'cos I wasn't home Just two days ago we had such fun The laughing just went on and on... Just one day ago you smiled that smile Which took me a thousand miles away From bed to bath, my brain explodes It's just not fair Where is the sword that can beat death 'Cos I want you Look outside and count the stars above and there Are 32 Yesterday there were 31, so that one must be you I miss you, don't know what to do Don't know where to go, it's the end