A Beautiful Nightmare Songtext

The light drains away, searching for a better place.
... Better then here - Better then me...
And time, it could tell this better then I, and is it how I look at you, or is it how I look on the outside? Or is it anything? Is it worthy to explain?
... So I'll watch you walk away...
Watch as you follow the light (that drained away from me).
I won't sleep tonight. Exasperated, exhausted, and afraid. Living reality in dreams, and its harder then it seems, there are no seasons to change, no summers to redeem.
... It's teased my writs, just to talk to you...
And it hurts so much to tell you that I loved you from the first time I've laid eyes on you, and I know you don't feel the same.
...You'll see right thru me, like I'm ethereal ...
Like I'm not even there. I'm so scared just to see you again. Even in dreams I've even found fear, knowing that I'll be deconstructed (by my life), a beautiful nightmare......